I would first like to thank the following people, all who have lately contributed to my sanity during PC service to say the least:
-Mom and Dad, for the early bday present
-Aunt Judy and Harriett, for the vacation offer in Costa Rica (I sadly had to work :( )
-Nishma, for The Wal-Mart Effect book and postcards (co-authored by Arielle)
-Arielle, for postcards (co-authored by Nishma) from their travels I’m missing out on (Boo!)
-Alison Vaux, for a care package of tasty treats and also included her wedding invitation (sorry I can’t come!)
-Allison Eriksen, for gummie worms and a letter…right before she left the states for PC service in Tanzania!
-Jan, for more letters of inspiration
-Jan & Doug, for a carepackage full of yummy goodies that will hopefully last for awhile!
-Vy, for a carepackage which included a Kangaroo Crossing apron (no more flour on my clothes when I make bread!) and a cute fuzzy koala from Australia
-Mamow, for more letters and always keeping me updated about things at home
-Priya, for letters all the way from The Netherlands that help remind me that my friends may be far away in distance, but they are always close to my heart
-Amanda for sending me her graduation announcement from UCSD (Congrats again!), and I’m sorry I couldn’t make it to her party
-Matt and Jess, for bringing me a ton of goodies back from the states and mailing a bday present to one of my friends
Some random epiphanies I’ve had lately:
-I’ve finally learned how to tell myself “it’s not your fault” when anything goes awry in my work and life in general here in Nicaragua. It’s a very hard concept to grasp, but I think I’m beginning to master it. All I can do is complete the tasks I have promised and follow through with my part. If others don’t do their part…not my fault about 99% of the time. I can’t make people work harder, change a failing system, or boss people around. The best way to create a ripple effect is to set the example and do the best I can.
-I don’t miss television that much anymore, yes it would be nice to watch my shows like Top Chef and Project Runway, but I don’t NEED them to relax at night after a day of work.
-I’ve been very good with mail and I’m proud of myself that I’ve tried to keep track of everyone who writes to me and everyone I write to. I even made a page in my notebook for “Sent Mail” and “Received Mail”. I hope to carry on this “lost tradition” of letter writing when I get back home.
-I just finished my 23rd book of PC Service, The Count of Monte Cristo. Having the time to read books again is so amazing! I recommend reading The End of Poverty by Jeffrey Sachs and The White Man’s Burden by William Easterly to gain more knowledge about foreign aid and two very different views on how foreign aid should be handed out.
-If I go get my Master’s Degree in Sweden I won’t have to pay tuition!
-I’ve become pretty insensitive to the ants that are always in my food, the cockroaches in the bathroom that I kill with my sandals, and the surprise of the geckos running up and down the walls eating the rest of the bugs.
-What a difference my PC service is compared to when my Uncle Curt served in Turkey over 30 years ago, especially when I think about the accessibility of technology. For example, yesterday I talked to my Chilean host mom Eugenia and James, at the same time via Facebook chat, sent an email to Priya in the Netherlands, replied to my boss in Managua to which I received a reply 10 minutes later, and asked Alison how her wedding planning was going in Gmail Chat. All in under 1 hour or so…crazy!
I will have to get the names of them again.
View of Somoto from one of the Miradors (Look out point)



















































